It’s been years and yet it feels like everything just happened yesterday.
I’m convincing myself that I’ll be okay. I will get by, as always. I’m a strong woman. Nothing and no one can ever push me down.
After a long long time, nagiging parang wordpress na rin ang Friendster Blogs which is okay naman. After a long long time, nakapag post na rin ako dito. Andami ko atang blog na mine-maintain nakakaloka pero nakakatuwa.
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So okay, I’m in between jobs. I work 4 hours during daytime, and 2 hours at night. In between, I am a mom and I also study. How bad can things be? My 4 hour job in our school library will only last for a month and I tutor kids after my classes at night. I need money for financing my education, that’s why. Finally, our dean has allowed me to get my remaining subjects for a hefty price and since I really really wanted to graduate this March, I have decided to raise the money by myself. My parents don’t know this because I want my much awaited college diploma to be a surprise for them. Still, where the hell could I get 11K!? Oh God will make a way.
i won’nt be posting pics of the twins in this blog because they have their own friendster account! please add them: Cait n Cail
Our Vday Date. Yung mukhang blooming sa amin yun ang may totoong DATE. Hehe. 
Salingpusa lang kami ni Mot at Aloy.
Ang posing ng aking little big boy. How I wish minana nya ang nose ko. Haha!
My twins had their OPV, DPT, and HEPA B vaccination this morning and I brought along my cam so that Cail will have a better immunization pic.
Today is Vday and the day won’t end without me having a date. Naman! Haha. I’ll go out with my single friends IF Mommy Dory won’t invite me to their house. I received a lot of greetings this morning from friends, relatives and even old flames and I am happy that they remembered me. My Tita asked me how my heart is so I began complaining. Hehe. Anyway, I’d like to think that I am happy but know what? I’m not. I’m contented though, and there’s a line between being happy and being contented. Ho-hum who cares?! Have a Happy V everyone!
MILLION MILES AWAY
I'd love to make you mine 'Cause it's the only way to hold you In my wild imagination Still I don't know how To grab a chance and spend some time In just a simple conversation Just give it a try Though I'm not chasing rainbows in the sky I wanna hold you in my dreams And make believe that it's true Although I know, I know That it's impossible to do 'Cause you're a star People love you as you are You're a million miles away from me I wish that you were here Coz it's illusions everytime you're close to me And sing my love songs And it's the only way I could tell the world I love you Although you're a million miles away Just give it a try Though I'm not chasing rainbows in the sky I wanna hold you in my dreams And make believe that it's true Although I know, I know That it's impossible to do 'Cause you're a star You're a star You're a star Just give it a try Though I'm not chasing rainbows in the sky I wanna hold you in my dreams And make believe that it's true Although I know, I know That it's impossible to do 'Cause you're a star You're a star You're a star You're a million miles away from me
cail finally had his vaccination this morning and just like his sister - he didn’t cry. the photo’s not that good because he hid his face behind the midwife’s boobies. haha. batang manyak.
See? Hahaha!
This is Caitlin’s early morning smile.
And this is Cail’s smile after his vaccination. Five kilos na siya.
There are more pics in my Private Photos and they are only available for viewing upon request. Ciao!
i’d like to think that i’m okay. i’m not whining just because i’m single. i think it’s a gift to be a single mom and still manage to hold my head up high when i look at people. i know what they think and say about me; but to tell you honestly, i don’t care. i know that the society is reprobating me for my blunders. i know every bit of unkind words that people are equating me to. as much as i want to cry foul, i simply couldn’t. what people perceive me of are the consequences that i have to face. i am only paying my dues.
i was truly in love, and the days i spend in love are my romance. duped, deceived, betrayed, fooled, misled, victimized - name it, i believed. i was played just when i regained my whole self. i thought that we have mutual feelings for each other. i thought everything is for real. but just like any other sad love story, our love ended even before it began. it’s depressing to think that i’m ill-fated when it comes to cupid’s lane. but i have no remorse or regret, i was happy while it lasted.
i am not giving up on love and i don’t think i ever will. my misfortunes will not stop me from loving. someday i will find someone who will faithfully stick with me. someday i will have someone who will stand by his words and keep his promises. one day, someday…
